Tell Me.

how do i know
if i am alive?

i mean,

i have a heartbeat,

and that should be enough to convince me.

but it's not.


this life is all about
living
and dying,

but one can only die
if they were alive to begin with.



i've always been afraid of dying,

but why?

the trees make it look so beautiful,

they radiate colors from every spectrum
and ever so gently fall apart.


i can only dream of being so ravishing,

even
with
the heartbeat.


i'll join the trees some day,
in more ways than one.


but for now,
i've got a heartbeat,

and diamonds on the inside.